Bad Day

It's like being on a rollercoaster
Up
Then
Down
I can't seem to enjoy the ride
I'm floundering
Can't see the future
The cloud won't lift
And all I want
Is what I've wanted for so long
Just to be beside you
But I'm starting to wonder
If somebody somewhere
Wants me elsewhere
Cos nothing fits
It's all too much
And I'm spiralling
Headlong
Into the unknown