Better

Well I've been a bit light and dark in recent posts haven't I? Writing a blog is a peculiar thing, because I used to tell everyone I met everything I felt but in recent years I've been more private and yet here I am blarbing into the ether about the whys and wherefores of who I am and how I feel. It's peculiarly cathartic but I can't help occasionally questioning myself.

My nephew was 9 today. I can't believe how quickly he's growing up. I can't believe how quickly I'm growing old, lol. One thing's for sure though. This next year of R's life will see a lot of changes in mine. Thank goodness for family and friends and the girl I love. Because without any of you this rollercoaster would simply career on a downwards path. At least you ensure that there are ups to the journey.